I think it's safe to say I've let my blog go.  It's been over a month since my last post.  If you really want to stay up to date you might want to get connected with my facebook.  
We are surving on a day to day basis but I would like it to be more than a survival.  Im just not sure that's possible right now.  Thank you to everyone who is praying for me and for our family.  It is felt and I appreciate you.